My relation with my dad -

Is something wrong???????????\
Or its right???????
I am more comfort with dad than mom’’’
Mom have not time for kids so I mostly discuss with dad , and he always help and love all his kids and I know he love me more than other two,,,,,,,,,,
Although I am not his real but he give me more,,,,,,, and not realize any feeling in me,
When ever I tired or sick,,,,, he care me,,,
He massage my lags and head,,,,,, when I want,,,
Mostly during period I want there emotional love and touch,
Since child hood he clothing me, bath me,,,,,,,,,
Wo kahte hain chote me main proper eat nahi kart thi than he alwas mujhe good me bithakar khana khilate the,,,,,,
So mostly daily work, I learn by dad,,,,,,,,,,
Yahan tak ki after changing of teenage I need help from dad for bearing bra,,,,,,
Ek- do saal tak myjhe bra ke hock unhi se lagbane pad te the……
But after this I learn automatically how bear bra by self!! Without any help,,,,,
And I also do every thing for dad,,,,,,,,,,,
Unhe tea banwane me, hair die lagwane and head massage karwane me meri help chahiye hoti thi,,,,,,
So I do this with pleaser,,,,,,
So our friend ship was for mutual benefit,,,,,,,,,
That was past………
now i am not a ki
नो ay I feel he care and love me more thअ n pअst,,,,,,,,,
He always completed my all demand with out any asking and excuse,,,,
In morning mai jaldi me rahti hun so I can not wash my clothes,, and mostly I use there bath room so he always wash my daily clothes ,,,,,,
Although I again and again say him not to do this,,,,,,,
But he happy for doing this,,,,,,,,,
One day that was a warm Sunday I was in sleep during midday,,,,,,,,
I feel a touch on my whole body,,,
Some body touched and press my breast and legs,,,
That was dad,,,,,,,,
I remain unknown, and doing drama as I sleep,,,,,,,,,
He explore my legs from mini skirt, and undo my tee-shirt button,,,,,
And than he give me a head- massage, his fingers ran over my forehead, in a gentle caress, his finger slowly caressed my hair, my forhead and cheek one by one,
After this he licked and sucked my lips
Brushing it fom one to other end,
After he moved on to my neck and after breasts,,,,,,,
It was enough I take a movement before this he back and covered my body and went out from my room,
I can not toke any decision what I do,,,,,
When I come out from room, he watc TV. And smile with me,,,,,,
So I feel exciting and also fear about that,,,,,,,
But that time I have not any complain and enjoy this new things
After some day it happen again
That was a night when mom was out of station for her office work and I sleep with my brother and sister,
I was in dark sleep when I feel him again near me,,,,,,
He care fully, kissed between my breast, I laying innocently and,
He unhooked my bodice and tightly held both in his hand and licked and sucked,,,,
I feel very excited pleasure,,,,,
And than he try to slid down my panty but I stopped him by caught my panty strictly in hand,
Next day I not complain dad, what he doing last night with me.
We not talk any thing……
After coming from school…………..
he say sorry to me for last night and I say okkkkkkk
Darasal mujhe unka behavior bura nahi laga tha,,,,,
I thought he remember my mom and missing him, feel alone, so he comes ……..
But next day again this happen,,,,,,,,,
I was in deep sleep so I not notice that he remove my mostly cloth, I have a bed habits to sleep in bra-panty only , so he stretch my panty very low on knee and also undid my bra and I was mostly nude in darkness,,,,,,,,,,,,
He massage, licked and sucked my holly body blindly,,,,,,,,,,,,
I feel very nerves , and harassment
Next day I warn to dad very strictly,,,,, and say clearly if he do this again I complain to mom,,,,,,
And they again say excuse and sorry again and again,,,,,,,,,,,,
So I remains like nothing happen but I advise him not to do this again,,,,,
In evening he give me a very stylish jeans and shirt in gift which I demanded him since many days,,,,,,,
So I think well
All is well…………..
Next day I discus with Suhani about this accident and she also say me, nothing happen,
Enjoy life and she also told me a surprise that – Abhinash bhai also do this with him many time at night when ever her parents was not in house,,, and she also enjoy this and never complain,
Yeeesss but whenever she blackmails Abhinash bhai for treat and other object on the cost of this,,,
And it is not wrong,
She told me that all males are having same stupid thing, they want to love every girl,,, that’s a weakness of mails and this is not a serious matter ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
She say Abhinash want to see my private parts and all time interested to see me in nude,,,,,,,,,,,
One time I fulfill his desire and after this I strictly stop him to do this,,,,,,,,,,,,,
So life is going on this way not have any hard rule and remains constant for situations,
So she sagest me nothing tell to your mother and keep a good relation with our dad and after all he is not my real dad,,,,,,,,
I was agree with Suhani
So I think mujhe iss batt ka issue nahi bana chahiye,,

Dirty dream

To day I see a very disgusting, dirty, hot dream………
I was with Ansuman, on his bike, totally nude, and only in inner bear, and he runs his bike very fast to ward our school and I shamed.
After reached at school every girl see me with laugh and than Ansuman give me his jacked, but in this my foot is already nude so I try to cover that with my hand,
Than I see we are alone in Radhika’s house where Ansuman again remove his jacked from me and than he kissed me every where with hunger and I say him please stop ppllllls stop.
Than I see radhika also entered in room he bear full clothe and she say me ki maine uske brother ko cheat kiya hai
And than Radhika and Ansuman kissed to each other
Than we become friend
In next seen I see – I and Radhika only in room and kissing to each other , suddenly she anger on me and hold me tightly and Ansuman try to remove my all clothe , and try to see my nudity,,,,,,,,,,,
Than I see ki Ansuman and Radhika mujhe ghar tak chodne aaye
Than I rise
So disgusting
I was very shamed on this stupid dream…………
I feel liquidity in my panty so I confused that was a MC but that was not a time of my MC so I see in my panty ,
yeeeesssssss I was right that was not a MC but a white collard liquid so what is this,,,,,,,,,,
I thought this is another change in my women body so I decided, tomorrow I discus that with mom, or Sangita aunty, or Suhani, but Suhani is also innocent like me,,,,,,,,,,
And mom has not any time for discus with me.
In last I decided to discus this with Sangita aunty, she is right choice for this topic
I look at Gautam and Jyotsna,,,,, both was in deep sleep , so I become relaxed, and go to bathroom for urine and drink water,
Than I again try to sleep, that was 1’oclock, I have not sleep, than I hug Jotsna I hold tightly to Jyotsna and try to sleep,
I was with sorrow
So I see this kind of dream, I not know why I see this all thing

Career –

I want to become 10 baby’s mom in future;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Ha- ha- ha
Just ___________ joking
Dar - asal
To day was a career interest discussion in my class’’’’’’’’’’’’’
So every girl say her dreams to Nilma madam and we discus about that,,,,,,,,,,
Mostly girl want to become engineer, doctor, manager
But in my group every girl want to different - career ‘’’’’’’’’’’’’
So Nilma madam was very impress &&&&&&
After all she already focus about that-
Not run in crowd -
Identify your qualities yourself
So she says- good, great!!!!!!!!!!!
In my group only Manju want to become engineer
And Aastha want to become doctor
Otherwise -
Suhani want to become pilot
Kamini – business woman
Parul – officer
Radhika – beautician
Ravina – model, modeling
Ruchi – successive house wife
Prachi – sport woman
And out side from my group
Annu, sadhna, neha, suruchi, etc ……….. Want to become secretary, advocate, air hostess, c.a. etc…….
On ans of Annu - all class laugh because Annu first apne secret to chupale phir kisi person ki secretary bane????????

Ha-ha-ha
She is infamous about her affairs,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Many time she caught with boy friends
And many time she punished by her perents , so she is very bed girl
And almost all in my school know her as a flirty girl
And last I want to become diplomats
I want to go abroad from India””’”””””””””””””
And also want to convenes to –
leaders,Countries, man, business tycoon,
President of other countries
In favor of my country and my organization
I like the work of convinces;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Mujhe samjhane ka kaam bahut achcha lagta hai ‘’’’’’’’’’
And I thought
My beautiful and fair figure and attitude both is help full for my work;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Yaaaa!!!!!!!1 figure also
I know the trick
To use my beauty;;;;;;;;;;;;
So it will be very necessary in my diplomat job,,,,,,,,,,,,
And for this career
I want to get a job in embassy or in any ministry or in any multinational company which wants to exceed there work………………………
So I can do this job…..
After the class, when Nilam madam pass out
We all girl done MASTI
And discus about career more deeply
And last
Suhani go at front and ask loudly
Which girl wants to make a career in sex worker job?
Say me!!!!!!!!!!!!
On this, all class laugh very loud
Ha-ha-ha

Party

Yesterday was a merrage party of Kaminie’s brother, so she invited all of my group- including me, Suhani, Radhika, ruche, ravina, Manju, Parul, Ansuman, and her boy friends- rajeev, hunny and one unknown person Saurabh
So we enjoy very much that party,
We all remain in one group and Kamni company, we all so much,
First we dance in group during BARRAT
We perform very good on song TIME TO DISCO (kal ho na ho) and CHANDU KE CHACHA
Evry body from Kamnie’s family thank full for we all, so we feel very important,
Because we increase beauty of barrat,
Every relative of Kamnies family, is good natured,
Her brodher, Mukesh is a softwear inginner and work in Pune and her wife new bride was a dentist(doctor) which name - Swati , dr.swati
After barat we enjoy on DJ and arcastr ,,,
Ansuman done very excilent performance on krazy 4
And after this he ask me dance with him on song NAGADA (jab bi mate)
And we both done it
So after dance, all boy and girl take diner and boy serve very well, Ansuman to sare time mujhe hi surbe karta raha, I feel very important and proud.
During this session Radhika sake hand me and propose a friend ship, so I and Suhani think that ki aab hame achcha dost ban jana chaiye
And we hug each other , we started a new relation with Radhika-Manju
Also Ansuman , hamari dosti se sabse jada kusi to use hi dikh rahi thi

Valentine day

I get eight valentine cards……
First by Gautam , second by Suhani , third by Abhinash bhai, forth by Ruchi, fifth by Ravina, sixth by Parul , seventh by Vivek which is my coaching met in Mahesh sir class, and eight by Ansuman,,,,,,,,
So Ansuman ,,,,,,, why he give me valentine card,,,,,, I not Know,
agar Radhika ko pata chala to ……
Definite she taking a class of Ansuman,,,,
After all he is from apposition ….
So that was undesired ……………
But mujhe kya – I also enjoy the card of Ansuman…
Ansuman is bloody rascal in my view………..
He gives me very exposed card, at front of this – a couple in short cloth KISSING to each other,
That was very vulgar,
I also give five cards, first to Gautam, second to Suhani, third to Ravina, forth to Ruchi, and last to Abinash bhai ,
I also give a mouth to mouth kiss to Abinash bhai,
Because he ask me this kiss since many month, and I promise, ki mai unhe valentine day per ye kiss dungi,
Suhani also forced me to give a kiss to her brother,,,,,,,
So it’s only a brother –sister like kiss,
Not thought dirty…..
I not hope that ki Parul bhi mujhe card degi so I not give card to Parul so very said and sorry,
And on net I want to give a card to my best friend sam, biswajit, and anuj
But that day my internet surwar was not work so I can not send,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I get many card by my friend,,,,,,,,,
So that was all calculation…….
Ansuman SSSSSSAAAAAALLLLLLLLLEEEEEEE
Ki buddhi per taras aata hai……
So poor his mind
After this ki uski sister ki mai sabse badi enemy hun…….
Bo mujhe ghass dalta hai……..
Agar Gautam mere sath aisa kare to mai use jinda nahi chodungi………..
Valentine day ko because Sunday tha to bo Manju ke sath aakar mujhe card de gaya, otherwise use, mere ghar entry bhi nahi milti……..
I conform ki Manju and Ansuman ne iss bare me Radhika ko nahi bataya hoga otherwise wo kabhi agree nahi karti……
Ansuman ne lunch party ko invite kiya …………
First I prohibited ,,,,,,,
But than he persuade me I become agree,
I agree - but I want to say him a lesion,
So I offer - if he calls only all my friend and not to Radhika than I accept her lunch….
And he was agreeing…..
So hamne uske paise se kubh masti ki……..
Hamne uska jamkar RAPE kiya…..
When any girl financial cheat a boy than it called rape so remember this girl language
So all kind this valentine is very romantic and good for me……..
I hope you all, also enjoy this valentine……….

Bathroom

We have two bedroom and two attached bathroom in our house, so I mostly use mom-dad bath room because jyotsna,gautam take very much time in bath room,
Gautam’s problem is that - he get let pressure in latrine,
Ha-ha-ha
And jyotsna bath with singing…………
But now a day I feel bed to enter in mom’s room
Mom’s rise early in morning but dad late, so mostly there is very unwanted situations,
May be they done sex in night, and there were very disarrangement,
One day I see mom’s nighty on bed,
One day there was wine and cigarettes,
Mom’s not smoking, but I know she drink heavy
That day both are sleep and hugged each other in semi nude,
One day I get a used condom raper near bed,,,,,,
Condom ke bare me mujhe kuch hi din pahle pata chala , usdin bath ke baad maine moms ke dressing table ke drose me ek packet dekha tha, jis par sexy seen bana hua tha,
and after school when suhani hamare ghar aai tab hamne use bahaa se uthakar discuses kiya tha because mom and dad both us time ghar per nahi rahte hain and after that we restore this packet on same place……..

Usper sex me uge kiya jata hai aisa hi instruction tha and suhani say same…..
Yes I conform that was condom, definite,
But there was an big confusion – if that was condom it should be two, may be ki one raper cover a paer of condom
But ther was only one near bed ,so how it is possible?
Sex akele to kiya ja sakta nahi, ????????????
If that was condom than it should be two
And unfortunately one day I get very bed
That day mom’s and dad both sleep, so with out any disturbed I goes bathroom and not locked door form in side by chance,
I was half bathed and totally nude when suddenly dad opens the door, I was very shamed, and he sees me totally nude,
I know that was my wrong so I say sorry, but what I do,
You know dad se meri understanding aab phle jaisi to hai nahi…….
Du to time shortage I not carry my upper clothes also to day, so I come out from there in my inner wears by covering towel,
Tab tak mom bhi jag chuki thi so she advise me – aab tum badi ho gai ho, dhyan rakhna chahiye , and also aise yahan bahan nahi matakna chahiye.
Control your self , behave your self ,saved your teen age.etc
Thank god that time dad was not in room, and he not say to mom ki maine door close nahi kiya tha and he see me totally nude, otherwise aur bhi daat khani padti.
Mujhe roona aagya tha,
When I come in my room, I slapped jyotsna and uski choti bhi kich di,
That’s my bed habit, jab bhi kabhi mujhe perents pe gussa aata hai mai jyotsna ko jarur peet deti hun.
Aisa karne me mujhe maja aata hai to main essa kartihun,
Jyotsna is a good girle , she never complain to our gradient, and all time she say only PAGAL to me, and uska badla pura ho jata hai,,,,
So ham dono me aisa hi chalta hai
We fight each other but love very much to each other,,,,,,,,,,
Uski najar hamesa mere dress per rahti hai, because after 6 month or on year mostly cloth use by jyotsna so, wo meri pitai sahti hai ki kahin naraj hone par main use aapne dress dena band na kar dun.

Taaj mahal :-

Wah taaj, are you know –ki girle log taj mahal kise kahti hai?????????????
Mujhe lagta hai ki boy’s sapne me bhi nahi soch sakte ki girl taaj mahal kisko kahte hai…
In my school , to type of dress code - first white shirt and navy blue skirts and second white salbar and navy blue kurti…………
In my class 50-50 ratio,
So which girl wear skirt, and any time if her panty appear than we call, showing there taaj mahal
If any girl wear a tired salbar than also we say- showing taaj mahal,,
So mean between lags covered by panty is taaj mahal
I also not knowing first,,,,,,,,
But ek bar senior ne bataya tha ki taaj mahal kise kahte hai
Pahle mai bhi nahi samjh pati thi ki ladkiya why laughing,,,,
And taaj mahal kahan dikh raha hai,,,,,,
And one time mai bhi funny bun gait hi but after this senior girl ne samjha diya and I become careful…………..
Senior girl ne bataya- taaj mahal kya hai……..
I say - a beautiful building……
Girl: not only building this is a shine of LOVE…….
Symbol of LOVE
And also a place of LOVE
So also tumhara place of LOVE khula hua dikh raha hai.
Oh I see…..
This non sence
Dhire dhire mujhe baat samjh aagai….
This topic is stocking in mind because yesterday Ravina say an other jokes –
“Seeing a open jip of a girl’s jeans, boy say-
Madam please closes the door of TAAJ MAHAL otherwise my KUTUB MINAR was dancing”
So mujhe old baat dhyan aa gai,,,,,,,,,
Baise ham ladkiyan susu karne bale point ko one name aur diye hai-
SIMSIM,,,,,,, that is simsim which we use for urine
And also TAAJ MAHAL
So say loudly wwwwaaaah!!!!!!! TAAJ
Boys log ise kya kahte hai pata nahi……….
And also not know apne SIMSIM ko kya bolte hai…
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